i need serenity

i knew i was going to be bad at keeping up with this thing, but i didnt think i would be this bad. so much to catch up on i suppose. since the last time i wrote, i got my old job at Hooters back, and im so happy being back there. and quite honestly, i hate the fact that people seem to judge the girls that work at Hooters. i love my job. where else can you go into work, run around, throw things at the kitchen staff, boss your managers around, play musical chairs and sumo wrestle, and still walk out with a pocket full of cash? if anyone knows, please let me know.
and for the record, im so happy to be back in houston. i went to reno with the family for christmas, and other than learning to snowboard and getting to see my friend matty...i hated every minute of it.
another good note, i got another job gogo dancing :-)
i missed it so much.
plus, i started back to school yesterday. suprisingly im very excited to be back. ive already read the first chapter of my anatomy book. is that weird? so far 2009 is already better than 2008 was.
whoa, i just realized on this exact day last year, i moved to reno. im so glad that didnt last (among other "things" that didnt last in 2008)

so i went to the brickhouse last night after work (not impressed...well the atmosphere is neat, there service wasnt too good) and i knew the question was coming..."so heather, what are you up to lately? have a boyfriend yet?"
uhhhh....no?
i feel so out of place when it seems everyone i know is engaged, married, pregnant or has a kid already. did i miss a myspace bulletin?? because i definately missed that train.
but on a much happier note, my best friend rachel is due february 4th with her first, a baby boy named Cohen Porter Bentley. i cant wait to meet him. and he is so lucky to be born into such an amazing family. lets just say im a little jealous, i love her family (the whooooole extended family as well). ive already told her that they all have to come to my wedding (not that there will ever be one) and make one big party out of it.
now im starting to see why i always manage to dominate a conversation, i talk too much. but ive had a rough weekend and really need to get some stuff off my chest, even though i havent talked about any of that yet...( insert cliche "lol" )

i guess thats enough for tonight...busy busy day tomorrow.

"why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing?"
xo-heather