Hi you've reached Heather, I'm not in right now....

So I am definately on hiatus from Hooters this week, and probably for good reason. Im getting so burnt out from that place...ugh. And someone please tell me why its 1:40 in the morning and Im awake...blogging? Hi Heather, get a life!
On a good note...Rachel is in town. YAY!!! super happy about that one....

sooooo if you try and call me and i dont answer, i am alive, im just on a mental vacation until at least monday. sorry.

this week consists of....
thursday- hanging with the Bestie and Hunkie, and Cari's FABULOUS margatinis
friday- Queensryche concert, and Jessica's birthday bash at Bam Bu
saturday- kelly jo dowd car wash at work (joy)
Sunday-.....NOTHING!!

please leave a message after the beep.................*BEEP*

my standards were just raised...

So since im now completely bitter towards relationships and everything that has to do with them, ive decided to raise my standards. Basically before i will date you, you need to have a body similar to this...









Have a REAL job

make enough money to pay your bills (and take care of me)

own something (car, house etc.)

be at least 6 ft. tall

have at least 2 tattoos...sorry

being able to platy an instrument would be nice, preferably the guitar or drums

a really loud harley would be nice

be a good guy, dont call me names or yell at me.

if im in a bad mood, realize that i dont always wanna talk about it, and understand that.

dont cheat, if you are interested in someone else, then let me know ahead of time

have fun with me, make me laugh, when i need to cry, let me

suprise me



so as long as i follow this list, i can continue to be bitter because im pretty sure this guy doesnt exsist.

i need serenity

i knew i was going to be bad at keeping up with this thing, but i didnt think i would be this bad. so much to catch up on i suppose. since the last time i wrote, i got my old job at Hooters back, and im so happy being back there. and quite honestly, i hate the fact that people seem to judge the girls that work at Hooters. i love my job. where else can you go into work, run around, throw things at the kitchen staff, boss your managers around, play musical chairs and sumo wrestle, and still walk out with a pocket full of cash? if anyone knows, please let me know.
and for the record, im so happy to be back in houston. i went to reno with the family for christmas, and other than learning to snowboard and getting to see my friend matty...i hated every minute of it.
another good note, i got another job gogo dancing :-)
i missed it so much.
plus, i started back to school yesterday. suprisingly im very excited to be back. ive already read the first chapter of my anatomy book. is that weird? so far 2009 is already better than 2008 was.
whoa, i just realized on this exact day last year, i moved to reno. im so glad that didnt last (among other "things" that didnt last in 2008)

so i went to the brickhouse last night after work (not impressed...well the atmosphere is neat, there service wasnt too good) and i knew the question was coming..."so heather, what are you up to lately? have a boyfriend yet?"
uhhhh....no?
i feel so out of place when it seems everyone i know is engaged, married, pregnant or has a kid already. did i miss a myspace bulletin?? because i definately missed that train.
but on a much happier note, my best friend rachel is due february 4th with her first, a baby boy named Cohen Porter Bentley. i cant wait to meet him. and he is so lucky to be born into such an amazing family. lets just say im a little jealous, i love her family (the whooooole extended family as well). ive already told her that they all have to come to my wedding (not that there will ever be one) and make one big party out of it.
now im starting to see why i always manage to dominate a conversation, i talk too much. but ive had a rough weekend and really need to get some stuff off my chest, even though i havent talked about any of that yet...( insert cliche "lol" )

i guess thats enough for tonight...busy busy day tomorrow.

"why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing?"
xo-heather

its called a breakup because its broken....

for anyone that is having to go through a rough breakup, please read this book. by greg behrendt. its like a bible for break ups. and i feel like im surrounded by bubble full of fresh air and dont think i have ever been this happy. this is the happiest i have been in weeks for sure. and i have to say that the book really helped me. and of course my amazing friends that have listened to my boo-hooing. i would just like to apologize for that now lol.
but like i said, this is that happiest i have been in weeks, and i know everyone is sick of hearing about it, hence the reason i decided to start blogging. it gives me an out to talk about everything, without having to bother anyone. so im sure the next few blogs are gonna be about that. but as for now, more unpacking to do...

goodnight

randomness of the weekend...

So i guess in a sense, Im still being somewhat of a hermit. Im not really sure why though. Im starting to get over everything. I got a new job that i start on tuesday, and im really excited about it. i got to see kim today which helped alot. but im still not ready to go out. or maybe im just telling myself im not ready. who knows? who cares? not me

so this weekend...friday, went to katy mills, watched Brigade practice, went to target...pretty lame for a friday night. saturday got up at the ass crack of dawn thanks to so dumb cop that was chasing a car up and down fry road at 5 am...lots of fun. then we went to college station to watch the aTm- Tech game...tech won of course....and half of my face got sunburned. lovely. sooo we went to dinner with kellie, alan, breann and taylor last night, but i was so tired i dont think i could have had fun if someone paid me to. so today i did nothing...until about 4:30 i went to my grandparents house. so now im back home...doing nothing. and thats about all i have to say i guess. i could sit here and vent about everything i need to, but i wont waste anyones time. so instead, im gonna curl up in bed and watch a movie.

goodnight all!

One step at a time...

Well, I suppose Ive given in to the blogging fad. Let's see how this goes.

So Ive been back in Houston for a week and a half, broken up with for 3 and a half weeks, and it all feels like it happened 2 days ago. Is that normal? Ive been broke up with before but this time it just hurts like hell. Im starting to get better though. Everyday is better than the last, still, I know its gonna take time. But on a lighter, and slightly more humerous note, Im going to see The New Kids On The Block tonight. My best friend growing up and I used to listen and dance around to them, so I was pretty excited when I heard they were getting back together...

So I just got home from The NKOTB concert, and Im not gonna lie, it was a blast! They are even hotter than ever! They can all dance and sing still, SEXYSEXYSEXY!!!. Except freakin Jon Knight had on an effing Obama shirt....LAME!! But man on man does Donnie Wahlberg look better than ever!!!

Ok well Im off to bed. So much to do tomorrow

Goodnight all!